December 20th, is the mother's birthday. I walk on the street and pick up the presents for her. The crowd bustling supermarkets and stores, has begun to store layout, greet the arrival of christmas. There is a lovely Santa Claus and a colorful Christmas tree.
In my memory, I don't have a holiday like christmas. Because I'm a more traditional person.
Always think, Christmas, should belong to those who have a high nose of children and foreigners, some of our human sufferings. I can't take it as a grand festival to celebrate or remember, just feel Christmas songs are pleasant and catchy. But the joy and happiness of the atmosphere, but it is difficult to understand. As a foreigner would listen to our Spring Festival Overture, thinks that the music is and what they really are not the same, only this, no other.
I just want to borrow this opportunity, to write some things -- some of what happened during that time.
This winter, it seems very cold. I bought two sweaters. Although not thick, but with a high collar, you can live my neck. Before winter, I don't wear a sweater. Is often a T-SHIRT and a thick coat is enough. I resist too warm. I use this way to exercise their resistance and perseverance. Effect is there, I did not have a disease for two years. Remember the last time in the dormitory of three others in a month of continuous cold two times, although I all day and they stay in one piece, but I was still good, no business. It makes them jealous envy ah, only. In fact, I do not advocate the use of such a way of exercise -- is really a bit of self mutilation ingredients inside. You don't know at the beginning, it is really cold ah, people like to be put out in the refrigerator to feel the same, then even numb. Anyway, if one day I went to Beijing for reference, it is not what time to adapt to the cold weather. Ha-ha
I really bought two sweaters. Mama said, girls, so how can I wear this. I smile. So I went to the street with her for a long time, and finally bought two pieces. I really don't like to go shopping with her. My mother always love this shop to see the store, see, the progress is very slow. To me the feeling is like a conductor, the resistance is too big, the current is not easy to pass. Who can call you my daughter. Mom, when I saw the look of a blank look on my face when I saw my face on the N, it was very touching to me. - but, there is a sweater in the body feeling, is really good. Ha-ha Still only my mother most understand my heart, although the surface of a pair of non - so-called, she is also known, her baby, what need.
When I was in class, the neck and the 1/3 face into the sweater collar. This makes little P very not used to. I'm not used to it. But I feel very warm. It seems a sweater inside a thick smell of home. I try to inhale, the outside air filtration this hairy, so they became more human. I was enjoying the air of the deal, and the little P turned around and looked at me with a frown. Why, you can't see, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you. Yes ah yes, better than some people, but it is a long time to get so bad. I stared back at the back of my eyes. He is also the default, but also the smiling. In fact, as long as he theory, I dare not say what is wrong, it is easy to cause the other girls dissatisfied with me, two I have long been accustomed to his appearance, already handsome or not handsome is what role feel numb in him.
十二月二十號(hào)，是媽媽的生日。我走在街上，給她挑選禮物。那些人群擠攘的超市和商店，已經(jīng)開始布置店面，迎接圣誕節(jié)的到來。到處有著可愛的圣誕老人和五彩繽紛的圣誕樹。
記憶中，我沒有圣誕節(jié)這樣的節(jié)日。因?yàn)槲沂且粋€(gè)比較傳統(tǒng)的人。
一直覺得，圣誕節(jié)，應(yīng)該是屬于那些有著高鼻梁的外國人，以及我們有些不食人間疾苦的小孩子。我無法將其作為一個(gè)隆重的節(jié)日來慶祝或是銘記，只是會(huì)覺得圣誕歌很好聽，朗朗上口。可其中的歡樂喜悅氣氛，卻是難以體會(huì)。正如外國人也會(huì)聽聽我們的春節(jié)序曲，會(huì)認(rèn)為這樣的音樂著實(shí)與他們的東西實(shí)在是不一樣，之外，別無他物。
我只是想借這樣一個(gè)機(jī)會(huì)，來寫寫一些事情――一些發(fā)生在這段時(shí)間的事情。
今年的冬天，似乎很冷。我買了兩件毛衣。雖不算厚，但有著高高的領(lǐng)子，可以將我的頸全部包住。以前的冬天，我是不怎么穿毛衣的。常常是一件T-SHIRT和一件厚實(shí)一點(diǎn)的外衣亦足夠。我抗拒過于溫暖。我用這樣的方式來鍛煉自己的抵抗力和毅力。成效是有的，我兩年沒有生過病。還記得上次寢室里其余三個(gè)人在一個(gè)月之內(nèi)連續(xù)感冒兩次，雖然我一天到晚地和她們呆在一塊，可我還是照樣好好的，*事沒有。這讓她們啊，只有干嫉妒的份兒。其實(shí)我并不主張用這樣的方式鍛煉身體――確實(shí)是有點(diǎn)自殘的成分在里面。你不知道剛開始的時(shí)候，那才叫冷啊，一出門人就像被擱在冰箱的感覺差不多，后來麻木了，也就算了。不過也好，要是哪天我一下考去了北京，倒是不用什么時(shí)間了來適應(yīng)冷天了。呵呵。
我確實(shí)是買了兩件毛衣。媽媽說，女孩子家的，穿這么點(diǎn)怎么可以。我呵呵地笑。于是我陪著她逛了很長時(shí)間的街，末了買了兩件。我實(shí)在是不喜歡陪她逛街。媽媽總是喜歡這個(gè)店看看，那個(gè)店瞅瞅，進(jìn)度很慢。給我的感覺像是一導(dǎo)體，電阻太大，電流不容易通過。可誰叫你是我的女兒呢。媽媽在第N次看到我臉上那副對(duì)衣服很茫然的表情時(shí)，很有感觸地對(duì)我說到。――不過，有毛衣在身的感覺，確實(shí)是不錯(cuò)。呵呵。還是只有媽媽懂我的心，雖然我表面上一副無所謂的樣子，她亦是知曉，她的寶貝，需要什么。
我上課的時(shí)候，就把頸子和三分之一的臉埋進(jìn)毛衣領(lǐng)子里。這讓小P很不習(xí)慣。我也不習(xí)慣?？墒俏矣X得很溫暖。似乎毛衣里面有濃濃的家的味道。我盡力地吸著，將外面的空氣濾過這張毛茸茸的網(wǎng)，于是它們也變的很有人情味兒。我正享受著這處理過后的空氣，小P轉(zhuǎn)過頭來，皺了一臉的眉望著我。你干嘛啊，臉都看不見了，是不是有自知之明曉得自己長得怪啊。是啊是啊，總比有些人好，長得那么衰還好意思出來嚇人。我瞪著雙眼，隔著毛衣大聲還擊。他也默認(rèn)了，只好又嘿嘿地笑。其實(shí)關(guān)于他長像的理論，我是不敢說什么的，一是說錯(cuò)了很容易引起別的女孩對(duì)我的不滿，二是我早已習(xí)慣他的模樣，已經(jīng)對(duì)帥或是不帥是怎么作用在他身上感到麻木。
In my memory, I don't have a holiday like christmas. Because I'm a more traditional person.
Always think, Christmas, should belong to those who have a high nose of children and foreigners, some of our human sufferings. I can't take it as a grand festival to celebrate or remember, just feel Christmas songs are pleasant and catchy. But the joy and happiness of the atmosphere, but it is difficult to understand. As a foreigner would listen to our Spring Festival Overture, thinks that the music is and what they really are not the same, only this, no other.
I just want to borrow this opportunity, to write some things -- some of what happened during that time.
This winter, it seems very cold. I bought two sweaters. Although not thick, but with a high collar, you can live my neck. Before winter, I don't wear a sweater. Is often a T-SHIRT and a thick coat is enough. I resist too warm. I use this way to exercise their resistance and perseverance. Effect is there, I did not have a disease for two years. Remember the last time in the dormitory of three others in a month of continuous cold two times, although I all day and they stay in one piece, but I was still good, no business. It makes them jealous envy ah, only. In fact, I do not advocate the use of such a way of exercise -- is really a bit of self mutilation ingredients inside. You don't know at the beginning, it is really cold ah, people like to be put out in the refrigerator to feel the same, then even numb. Anyway, if one day I went to Beijing for reference, it is not what time to adapt to the cold weather. Ha-ha
I really bought two sweaters. Mama said, girls, so how can I wear this. I smile. So I went to the street with her for a long time, and finally bought two pieces. I really don't like to go shopping with her. My mother always love this shop to see the store, see, the progress is very slow. To me the feeling is like a conductor, the resistance is too big, the current is not easy to pass. Who can call you my daughter. Mom, when I saw the look of a blank look on my face when I saw my face on the N, it was very touching to me. - but, there is a sweater in the body feeling, is really good. Ha-ha Still only my mother most understand my heart, although the surface of a pair of non - so-called, she is also known, her baby, what need.
When I was in class, the neck and the 1/3 face into the sweater collar. This makes little P very not used to. I'm not used to it. But I feel very warm. It seems a sweater inside a thick smell of home. I try to inhale, the outside air filtration this hairy, so they became more human. I was enjoying the air of the deal, and the little P turned around and looked at me with a frown. Why, you can't see, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you. Yes ah yes, better than some people, but it is a long time to get so bad. I stared back at the back of my eyes. He is also the default, but also the smiling. In fact, as long as he theory, I dare not say what is wrong, it is easy to cause the other girls dissatisfied with me, two I have long been accustomed to his appearance, already handsome or not handsome is what role feel numb in him.
十二月二十號(hào)，是媽媽的生日。我走在街上，給她挑選禮物。那些人群擠攘的超市和商店，已經(jīng)開始布置店面，迎接圣誕節(jié)的到來。到處有著可愛的圣誕老人和五彩繽紛的圣誕樹。
記憶中，我沒有圣誕節(jié)這樣的節(jié)日。因?yàn)槲沂且粋€(gè)比較傳統(tǒng)的人。
一直覺得，圣誕節(jié)，應(yīng)該是屬于那些有著高鼻梁的外國人，以及我們有些不食人間疾苦的小孩子。我無法將其作為一個(gè)隆重的節(jié)日來慶祝或是銘記，只是會(huì)覺得圣誕歌很好聽，朗朗上口。可其中的歡樂喜悅氣氛，卻是難以體會(huì)。正如外國人也會(huì)聽聽我們的春節(jié)序曲，會(huì)認(rèn)為這樣的音樂著實(shí)與他們的東西實(shí)在是不一樣，之外，別無他物。
我只是想借這樣一個(gè)機(jī)會(huì)，來寫寫一些事情――一些發(fā)生在這段時(shí)間的事情。
今年的冬天，似乎很冷。我買了兩件毛衣。雖不算厚，但有著高高的領(lǐng)子，可以將我的頸全部包住。以前的冬天，我是不怎么穿毛衣的。常常是一件T-SHIRT和一件厚實(shí)一點(diǎn)的外衣亦足夠。我抗拒過于溫暖。我用這樣的方式來鍛煉自己的抵抗力和毅力。成效是有的，我兩年沒有生過病。還記得上次寢室里其余三個(gè)人在一個(gè)月之內(nèi)連續(xù)感冒兩次，雖然我一天到晚地和她們呆在一塊，可我還是照樣好好的，*事沒有。這讓她們啊，只有干嫉妒的份兒。其實(shí)我并不主張用這樣的方式鍛煉身體――確實(shí)是有點(diǎn)自殘的成分在里面。你不知道剛開始的時(shí)候，那才叫冷啊，一出門人就像被擱在冰箱的感覺差不多，后來麻木了，也就算了。不過也好，要是哪天我一下考去了北京，倒是不用什么時(shí)間了來適應(yīng)冷天了。呵呵。
我確實(shí)是買了兩件毛衣。媽媽說，女孩子家的，穿這么點(diǎn)怎么可以。我呵呵地笑。于是我陪著她逛了很長時(shí)間的街，末了買了兩件。我實(shí)在是不喜歡陪她逛街。媽媽總是喜歡這個(gè)店看看，那個(gè)店瞅瞅，進(jìn)度很慢。給我的感覺像是一導(dǎo)體，電阻太大，電流不容易通過。可誰叫你是我的女兒呢。媽媽在第N次看到我臉上那副對(duì)衣服很茫然的表情時(shí)，很有感觸地對(duì)我說到。――不過，有毛衣在身的感覺，確實(shí)是不錯(cuò)。呵呵。還是只有媽媽懂我的心，雖然我表面上一副無所謂的樣子，她亦是知曉，她的寶貝，需要什么。
我上課的時(shí)候，就把頸子和三分之一的臉埋進(jìn)毛衣領(lǐng)子里。這讓小P很不習(xí)慣。我也不習(xí)慣?？墒俏矣X得很溫暖。似乎毛衣里面有濃濃的家的味道。我盡力地吸著，將外面的空氣濾過這張毛茸茸的網(wǎng)，于是它們也變的很有人情味兒。我正享受著這處理過后的空氣，小P轉(zhuǎn)過頭來，皺了一臉的眉望著我。你干嘛啊，臉都看不見了，是不是有自知之明曉得自己長得怪啊。是啊是啊，總比有些人好，長得那么衰還好意思出來嚇人。我瞪著雙眼，隔著毛衣大聲還擊。他也默認(rèn)了，只好又嘿嘿地笑。其實(shí)關(guān)于他長像的理論，我是不敢說什么的，一是說錯(cuò)了很容易引起別的女孩對(duì)我的不滿，二是我早已習(xí)慣他的模樣，已經(jīng)對(duì)帥或是不帥是怎么作用在他身上感到麻木。