Since remember, is in her mother grew up in one voice. Mom was young capable, or hundreds of great beauty, in order to serve the Confucius as a saint, so my grandma's next door is a read of the yi also said zai xue school, the mother of understanding not low incredibly partition xue who read four years, the teacher is the full of literary talent of big brother. A woman from the country, can read, poetry writing, it is at the time an impressive envy thing. I don't know whether mother girlhood had rain wet a few back swing, the dark thousands of first love, and finally embrace wrong wrong wrong.
Since remember, is in her mother grew up in one voice. Mom was young capable, or hundreds of great beauty, in order to serve the Confucius as a saint, so my grandma's next door is a read of the yi also said zai xue school, the mother of understanding not low incredibly partition xue who read four years, the teacher is the full of literary talent of big brother. A woman from the country, can read, poetry writing, it is at the time an impressive envy thing. I don't know whether the mother girlhood had rain wet a few back swing, the dark thousands of first love, and finally embrace wrong wrong wrong regret, married to my father silently, but often heard my mother in my girlhood whisper: "a kind of acacia, two place idle sorrow, this no plan can eliminate..." Sentences, therefore, since the childhood I was babbling away place theory: the ancient beauty more rush. Started by the young to grow up, some see mother inner loneliness and bitterness, a mother and child longing for the hazy, made me mother listeners.
With my sister and I grew up slowly, Ming jing smile to the mother's face, I saw a woman in this smile of confidence, that is a mother's love of hope, replaced the mist in the eyes of melancholy, mom is no longer in the spring night rain sentimental songs sigh unceasingly, but the light side urge my sister and I endorsed and do exercises, while plying to weave clothes shoes and hats for the daughter, his mouth constantly told us a story about the ancients assiduous study success, she put all the hopes on our backs. When the mother is like in a man, his father's eloquent silence made mother, wherever they go, mother's capable and eloquence is always make people sit up and take notice, neighborhood folks for her reputation, and the mother is proud of us, she want to raise our well up, to show her the ball. And my sister and I did not feel depressed in front of the heavy love, is like a bamboo shoots of the dial section of ground, a natural state of life.
Mother read the three countries, also in the way of choose and employ persons, remember her more than once told us kongming cries of that story that behead ma su, so her sister in her strict teaching kind guide, practice 49, winter summer bitter volts, and finally became a famous female hands, probably is now out of the hall into the kitchen, be the home of the local fame are proud of can marry to the elder sister? And I, as the academic upgrading, mother not gradually, in front of the science problem, she can no longer like elementary school counselling so handy. But mother to push me with the story of the elders is how the head hang beam, the awl spine, the poor have no money scholar of the highest, finally some top top stories actually make me remember in the bottom of my heart, little dream all want to become a li-jun meng. As a mother's daughter, how dare not good? Perhaps, mothers who choose and employ persons, don't wait until after the loss of street kiosks like kongming cries again give up what one favours already too late.
Mother has a broad mind, be kind, I saw love sublimation in mother's heart, she was no longer bitter wandering in a narrow love, this love to more wide place: without the son is the posterior s, uncle insisted the second brother to my home, mother hesitated for a while, indeed, she is not afraid of suffering, but to raise a child easily, and it is difficult to a talent cultivation, finally accepted the and my home have a mother or kinship with the family's brother, promised to the matter, mother not vague, kind, looking forward to success, as has the better mother won't let neighborhood folks to gossip, she also want to let my brother and me, read the same book, by the same education, today, look at the good good brother, I have to cheer for the success of the mother. Mother is our pride, she at least in the way of choose and employ persons is smarter than the bore is clear on this.
Winter passed, a few degrees wind and rain vicissitudes of life, all-powerful mother finally no longer smart, she is old. Old mother began by then to inculcate into a nagging, and grew up we flew away, one by one as time in a hurry to no one and a half seconds to sit down and listen to her inarticulately chatter.
Home for the holiday, I startled to find that, mother, really old. In family tired eyes, in her mother has been without regard to tell others that, when I read a lonely sadly, unprecedented lonely. Maybe loneliness is also a kind of fate, just like her mother came out of the loneliness when I was younger, now at the end of the life back to solitude, heart bouts of pain again, also can not help but fall in deep remorse.
打從記事起，就是在媽媽的細(xì)語叮嚀聲中長大。那時媽媽年輕能干，還是方圓百里的大美人，在以侍奉孔夫子為圣人的那個年代，外婆家隔壁就是一所讀著之乎也者矣言哉的私塾學(xué)校，悟性不低的母親居然隔墻學(xué)藝讀了四年私塾，老師便是那個滿腹文才的大哥哥。一個鄉(xiāng)下女子，能看書識字，吟詩作文，這在當(dāng)時來說可算是一件令人矚目艷羨的事。我不知道母親的少女時代是否也曾有過雨濕秋千幾回首，芳心暗許千千結(jié)的初戀，和終于還是懷抱錯錯錯的遺。
打從記事起，就是在媽媽的細(xì)語叮嚀聲中長大。那時媽媽年輕能干，還是方圓百里的大美人，在以侍奉孔夫子為圣人的那個年代，外婆家隔壁就是一所讀著之乎也者矣言哉的私塾學(xué)校，悟性不低的母親居然隔墻學(xué)藝讀了四年私塾，老師便是那個滿腹文才的大哥哥。一個鄉(xiāng)下女子，能看書識字，吟詩作文，這在當(dāng)時來說可算是一件令人矚目艷羨的事。我不知道母親的少女時代是否也曾有過雨濕秋千幾回首，芳心暗許千千結(jié)的初戀，和終于還是懷抱錯錯錯的遺憾，默默地嫁給了我父親，但在我的少女時代卻常聽到媽媽低吟著：“一種相思，兩處閑愁，此情無計可消除……”的句子，因此，從小我便咿呀不清地學(xué)說著：自古紅顏多薄命的感嘆。由少不更事到漸漸長大，開始有些明白了媽媽內(nèi)心的孤獨(dú)與凄苦，朦朦朧朧的一種母子情愫，使我成了媽媽忠實的聽眾。
隨著我和姐姐慢慢地長大，媽媽的臉上開始露出明靜的笑容，在這笑容里我看到了一種女人的自信，那是母愛的希望之光，替代了那雙眼睛里霧水般的憂郁，媽媽不再對著春夜秋雨多愁善感地吟嘆不已，而是燈光下一邊督促我和姐姐背書和做習(xí)題，一邊飛針走線地為女兒編織新衣鞋帽，嘴里不停地給我們講著古人刻苦求學(xué)成才的故事，她把所有的希望都寄托在我們的身上。那時候的媽媽簡直象是換了一個人，父親的沉默寡言成就了母親的能言善辯，無論走到哪里，媽媽的能干與口才總是讓人們刮目相看，鄰里鄉(xiāng)親以她為美譽(yù)，而媽媽卻以我們?yōu)轵湴粒盐覀兣囵B(yǎng)得出色起來，以示她的能干。而我和姐姐在這份沉重的母愛面前并未感到壓抑，猶如破土撥節(jié)的春筍，一副自然生機(jī)的狀態(tài)。
母親熟讀三國，也精于用人之道，記得她不止地給我們講述孔明揮淚斬馬謖的那段故事，所以姐姐在她嚴(yán)教慈導(dǎo)下，冬練四九，夏苦三伏，終于成了遠(yuǎn)近聞名的女工巧手，大概就是現(xiàn)在的出得廳堂進(jìn)得廚房的那種吧，當(dāng)?shù)氐拿揖阅苋⒌浇憬銥闃s呢。而我，隨著學(xué)業(yè)的升級，母親漸漸力不從心，在那些數(shù)理化習(xí)題面前，她再也不能象小學(xué)時輔導(dǎo)得那么得心應(yīng)手了。但母親會用古人的故事來鞭策我如何頭懸梁，錐剌股，那些窮得無錢進(jìn)京趕考的書生，終于點(diǎn)中頭名狀元的故事竟然令我牢牢記住在心底，幼小的夢里都想成為孟麗君。身為母親的女兒，怎敢不優(yōu)秀呢。也許，正是母親深諳用人之道，才不會象孔明那樣等到痛失街亭后再揮淚割愛已晚矣。
母親有一顆博大的胸懷，寬厚待人，我看到愛在母親的心中升華，她已不再在狹隘的情愛里苦苦徘徊，這種愛向更深廣的地方走去：在那個沒有兒子便是無后的年代，叔叔堅持要把二弟過繼到我家，母親的確猶豫了一陣子，她并不是怕苦，而是養(yǎng)一個孩子容易，而培養(yǎng)一個人才很難，終于母親還是接受了這個與我家有著血緣與親情的弟弟，答應(yīng)過的事，母親絕不含糊，親切教導(dǎo)，盼子成才，如同已出，要強(qiáng)的母親是不會讓鄰里鄉(xiāng)親說長道短的，她也要讓弟弟和我一樣，讀同樣多的書，受同樣的教育，如今，看著優(yōu)秀出色的弟弟，我不得不為母親的成功喝彩。母親是我們的驕傲，她至少在用人之道這一點(diǎn)上比孔明還聰明的。
冬去春來，幾度風(fēng)雨滄桑，母親終于不再精明干練地叱咤風(fēng)云了，她老了。老了的母親開始由那時的諄諄教導(dǎo)變成嘮嘮叨叨，而長大的我們一個個地飛走了，象時間那樣匆匆忙忙得沒有一分半秒坐下來聽她口齒不清地喋喋不休。
回家過年的時候，我愕然發(fā)覺，母親，真的老了。在家人厭煩的眼神里，在媽媽已不顧旁人的暗示而顧自訴說時，我悲哀地讀出了一種孤獨(dú)，空前未有的孤獨(dú)?；蛟S孤獨(dú)也是一種宿命，就象母親年輕時從孤獨(dú)里走來，如今在生命的盡頭又回到孤獨(dú)里去，心開始一陣陣地疼痛起來，也不禁陷入深深的懺悔中。
Since remember, is in her mother grew up in one voice. Mom was young capable, or hundreds of great beauty, in order to serve the Confucius as a saint, so my grandma's next door is a read of the yi also said zai xue school, the mother of understanding not low incredibly partition xue who read four years, the teacher is the full of literary talent of big brother. A woman from the country, can read, poetry writing, it is at the time an impressive envy thing. I don't know whether the mother girlhood had rain wet a few back swing, the dark thousands of first love, and finally embrace wrong wrong wrong regret, married to my father silently, but often heard my mother in my girlhood whisper: "a kind of acacia, two place idle sorrow, this no plan can eliminate..." Sentences, therefore, since the childhood I was babbling away place theory: the ancient beauty more rush. Started by the young to grow up, some see mother inner loneliness and bitterness, a mother and child longing for the hazy, made me mother listeners.
With my sister and I grew up slowly, Ming jing smile to the mother's face, I saw a woman in this smile of confidence, that is a mother's love of hope, replaced the mist in the eyes of melancholy, mom is no longer in the spring night rain sentimental songs sigh unceasingly, but the light side urge my sister and I endorsed and do exercises, while plying to weave clothes shoes and hats for the daughter, his mouth constantly told us a story about the ancients assiduous study success, she put all the hopes on our backs. When the mother is like in a man, his father's eloquent silence made mother, wherever they go, mother's capable and eloquence is always make people sit up and take notice, neighborhood folks for her reputation, and the mother is proud of us, she want to raise our well up, to show her the ball. And my sister and I did not feel depressed in front of the heavy love, is like a bamboo shoots of the dial section of ground, a natural state of life.
Mother read the three countries, also in the way of choose and employ persons, remember her more than once told us kongming cries of that story that behead ma su, so her sister in her strict teaching kind guide, practice 49, winter summer bitter volts, and finally became a famous female hands, probably is now out of the hall into the kitchen, be the home of the local fame are proud of can marry to the elder sister? And I, as the academic upgrading, mother not gradually, in front of the science problem, she can no longer like elementary school counselling so handy. But mother to push me with the story of the elders is how the head hang beam, the awl spine, the poor have no money scholar of the highest, finally some top top stories actually make me remember in the bottom of my heart, little dream all want to become a li-jun meng. As a mother's daughter, how dare not good? Perhaps, mothers who choose and employ persons, don't wait until after the loss of street kiosks like kongming cries again give up what one favours already too late.
Mother has a broad mind, be kind, I saw love sublimation in mother's heart, she was no longer bitter wandering in a narrow love, this love to more wide place: without the son is the posterior s, uncle insisted the second brother to my home, mother hesitated for a while, indeed, she is not afraid of suffering, but to raise a child easily, and it is difficult to a talent cultivation, finally accepted the and my home have a mother or kinship with the family's brother, promised to the matter, mother not vague, kind, looking forward to success, as has the better mother won't let neighborhood folks to gossip, she also want to let my brother and me, read the same book, by the same education, today, look at the good good brother, I have to cheer for the success of the mother. Mother is our pride, she at least in the way of choose and employ persons is smarter than the bore is clear on this.
Winter passed, a few degrees wind and rain vicissitudes of life, all-powerful mother finally no longer smart, she is old. Old mother began by then to inculcate into a nagging, and grew up we flew away, one by one as time in a hurry to no one and a half seconds to sit down and listen to her inarticulately chatter.
Home for the holiday, I startled to find that, mother, really old. In family tired eyes, in her mother has been without regard to tell others that, when I read a lonely sadly, unprecedented lonely. Maybe loneliness is also a kind of fate, just like her mother came out of the loneliness when I was younger, now at the end of the life back to solitude, heart bouts of pain again, also can not help but fall in deep remorse.
打從記事起，就是在媽媽的細(xì)語叮嚀聲中長大。那時媽媽年輕能干，還是方圓百里的大美人，在以侍奉孔夫子為圣人的那個年代，外婆家隔壁就是一所讀著之乎也者矣言哉的私塾學(xué)校，悟性不低的母親居然隔墻學(xué)藝讀了四年私塾，老師便是那個滿腹文才的大哥哥。一個鄉(xiāng)下女子，能看書識字，吟詩作文，這在當(dāng)時來說可算是一件令人矚目艷羨的事。我不知道母親的少女時代是否也曾有過雨濕秋千幾回首，芳心暗許千千結(jié)的初戀，和終于還是懷抱錯錯錯的遺。
打從記事起，就是在媽媽的細(xì)語叮嚀聲中長大。那時媽媽年輕能干，還是方圓百里的大美人，在以侍奉孔夫子為圣人的那個年代，外婆家隔壁就是一所讀著之乎也者矣言哉的私塾學(xué)校，悟性不低的母親居然隔墻學(xué)藝讀了四年私塾，老師便是那個滿腹文才的大哥哥。一個鄉(xiāng)下女子，能看書識字，吟詩作文，這在當(dāng)時來說可算是一件令人矚目艷羨的事。我不知道母親的少女時代是否也曾有過雨濕秋千幾回首，芳心暗許千千結(jié)的初戀，和終于還是懷抱錯錯錯的遺憾，默默地嫁給了我父親，但在我的少女時代卻常聽到媽媽低吟著：“一種相思，兩處閑愁，此情無計可消除……”的句子，因此，從小我便咿呀不清地學(xué)說著：自古紅顏多薄命的感嘆。由少不更事到漸漸長大，開始有些明白了媽媽內(nèi)心的孤獨(dú)與凄苦，朦朦朧朧的一種母子情愫，使我成了媽媽忠實的聽眾。
隨著我和姐姐慢慢地長大，媽媽的臉上開始露出明靜的笑容，在這笑容里我看到了一種女人的自信，那是母愛的希望之光，替代了那雙眼睛里霧水般的憂郁，媽媽不再對著春夜秋雨多愁善感地吟嘆不已，而是燈光下一邊督促我和姐姐背書和做習(xí)題，一邊飛針走線地為女兒編織新衣鞋帽，嘴里不停地給我們講著古人刻苦求學(xué)成才的故事，她把所有的希望都寄托在我們的身上。那時候的媽媽簡直象是換了一個人，父親的沉默寡言成就了母親的能言善辯，無論走到哪里，媽媽的能干與口才總是讓人們刮目相看，鄰里鄉(xiāng)親以她為美譽(yù)，而媽媽卻以我們?yōu)轵湴粒盐覀兣囵B(yǎng)得出色起來，以示她的能干。而我和姐姐在這份沉重的母愛面前并未感到壓抑，猶如破土撥節(jié)的春筍，一副自然生機(jī)的狀態(tài)。
母親熟讀三國，也精于用人之道，記得她不止地給我們講述孔明揮淚斬馬謖的那段故事，所以姐姐在她嚴(yán)教慈導(dǎo)下，冬練四九，夏苦三伏，終于成了遠(yuǎn)近聞名的女工巧手，大概就是現(xiàn)在的出得廳堂進(jìn)得廚房的那種吧，當(dāng)?shù)氐拿揖阅苋⒌浇憬銥闃s呢。而我，隨著學(xué)業(yè)的升級，母親漸漸力不從心，在那些數(shù)理化習(xí)題面前，她再也不能象小學(xué)時輔導(dǎo)得那么得心應(yīng)手了。但母親會用古人的故事來鞭策我如何頭懸梁，錐剌股，那些窮得無錢進(jìn)京趕考的書生，終于點(diǎn)中頭名狀元的故事竟然令我牢牢記住在心底，幼小的夢里都想成為孟麗君。身為母親的女兒，怎敢不優(yōu)秀呢。也許，正是母親深諳用人之道，才不會象孔明那樣等到痛失街亭后再揮淚割愛已晚矣。
母親有一顆博大的胸懷，寬厚待人，我看到愛在母親的心中升華，她已不再在狹隘的情愛里苦苦徘徊，這種愛向更深廣的地方走去：在那個沒有兒子便是無后的年代，叔叔堅持要把二弟過繼到我家，母親的確猶豫了一陣子，她并不是怕苦，而是養(yǎng)一個孩子容易，而培養(yǎng)一個人才很難，終于母親還是接受了這個與我家有著血緣與親情的弟弟，答應(yīng)過的事，母親絕不含糊，親切教導(dǎo)，盼子成才，如同已出，要強(qiáng)的母親是不會讓鄰里鄉(xiāng)親說長道短的，她也要讓弟弟和我一樣，讀同樣多的書，受同樣的教育，如今，看著優(yōu)秀出色的弟弟，我不得不為母親的成功喝彩。母親是我們的驕傲，她至少在用人之道這一點(diǎn)上比孔明還聰明的。
冬去春來，幾度風(fēng)雨滄桑，母親終于不再精明干練地叱咤風(fēng)云了，她老了。老了的母親開始由那時的諄諄教導(dǎo)變成嘮嘮叨叨，而長大的我們一個個地飛走了，象時間那樣匆匆忙忙得沒有一分半秒坐下來聽她口齒不清地喋喋不休。
回家過年的時候，我愕然發(fā)覺，母親，真的老了。在家人厭煩的眼神里，在媽媽已不顧旁人的暗示而顧自訴說時，我悲哀地讀出了一種孤獨(dú)，空前未有的孤獨(dú)?；蛟S孤獨(dú)也是一種宿命，就象母親年輕時從孤獨(dú)里走來，如今在生命的盡頭又回到孤獨(dú)里去，心開始一陣陣地疼痛起來，也不禁陷入深深的懺悔中。